To quote myself...

'I've been with Paul for about 3 years now, and every single one of those days - minus the missingness - has been amazing. I'm at a point now where I don't think I could feel complete without him. He's put up with me through a lot, and I know I whine at him and ask pointless questions, but truly I trust him entirely.. I'm just scared one of these days he'll realise how much he deserves someone better than me! To list but a few things he's clever, funny, amazing and super cute. It's the best feeling in the world to fall asleep with him, as though no one else has ever felt the same or ever will. The day I take him for granted will be... well.. never.So, Paul, happy birthday. I hope you have an amazing year being 18, and I'll be with you every day of it. I love you, with all I am. (And more than Lee Evans!)'

Ahh, if I'd only known.

saw a mahoosive fish today, I named him Chub Chub. He's my friend.
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I r teh ill :(

Huff.

Well today has been a big ball of joyous fun! It has actually, I was being serious. I got new shoooooes yesterday in Bournemouth, and that made me happy and dance. And I'm getting paid soon... ha... £6 an hour :-D

In other news, 'Alison', as you feel the need to document our entire problem on to your blog instead of actually talking to me about it, I think I will do the same.
I don't want you to choose between me and Matt, I realise now that that isn't the answer, but whatever friendship we had will never be the same again. I know he doesn't like me (kinda hard to miss), though I still don't particularly dislike him. I know, better than anyone, that I can be a bitch and quite frequently am when given the chance. Though, he is not perfect either. I haven't written a single bad word about him on here, and I regret writing what I did all those months ago. I don't intend to start now, but I would like to remind you that every time you have been upset because of him I have been there to listen from an unbias point of view.
You seem to think that everything I ever wrote on your board was an attempt to contradict your opinions or make you sound stupid, but it wasn't. That is the reason I left, to save unnecessary grief, but apparently it just accelerated it. It is quite hurtful that you assume I want you to be unhappy, or that I think I have any control over your life. I know I don't, I don't want that at all and never have. I don't need you to choose, because I already know what the answer would be. I hope you and Matt have a long and happy friendship, I thought I had the same but hey, as you said, life's a bitch.
Also, you came into Q.E. to talk? You talked... with Vicki... and completely avoided the entire subject. Do you think I enjoyed sitting there whilst you talked about your old school days, knowing that if we didn't sort this out then exactly this would happen? No.

I know this will probably end up being put on another blog, and ripped the piss out of, but I don't care. I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry to you, and I'm sorry to Matt also. This is time for this whole stupid thing to end, cos if you think about it, it's immensely petty.

Take it or leave it, I don't care.

Hello fans.
I have just had another tooth extraction, which brings me to a total of 7 overall in the space of 5 years. Woop.
I can't feel my lip. Which is quite fun, as I am just sat here poking it and laughing at the numbness. I have to go in to college in a bit to sort out my english coursework then I be coming home to sleep until next Christmas.

Save me a mince pie.

Hello..
I never know how to start these things off heh. Anyway, I went to QE fest last night and it was pretty damn fantastic! I'm sure we'll be hearing from the likes of 'Delta V' in future. Jenni and myself decided (for some unknown reason) to go into the mosh pit. Which was lovely, and violent.... Here are my injuries:

• Bruised knee from someone falling into it
• Got elbowed in the windpipe
• Unexplainable (inexplicable?) bruised chin
• Sore bum (I have no idea)
• The blazer I borrowed off Jenni getting ripped

I loved it and I'm not even kidding!

Other than that, nothing much has been going on this week. I do wish people would tell me why they're annoyed at me instead of whining on their blogs though, which do you think I'm going to be more willing to accept, you talking to me about the problem or you telling the entire blogging community every detail of it? Exactly.

I be off for Cheerios of love!

Hello...
Today has been super funtastic©! Because, not only did I get to get up at 6:30, I got to have a tooth extracted as well, brilliant!!
Bah. Why do dentists ask you questions while they have their fingers in your mouth? She gave me the anaesthetic then yanked on a tooth and said 'Does that hurt?' 'mmph', then yanked on another... 'Does that hurt?' 'mmmmmaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh' Damn right it hurts, and it doesn't get any less painful if you carry on! It's probably a good job that my voice was muffled by shiny shiny instruments. And now I'm hungry, but I can't eat.
Woe is me!